
Once I prayed for snow on the mountains, blossoms on the branch, and fruit ripening in the sun. Now I pray for my four-chambered heart, pocked, bruised, beaten, broken open, like a fruit… Oh, let it rise again after the frost like the blood red Mexican hats dotting the open spaces. Once I prayed for peace in the world. Once I prayed for the valleys to fill with flowers, for the rains to wash the mountains and fill the brooks. Now I pray for the landscape of my heart, that mercy and love and forgiveness will wash over it all, that the well-worn ruts will heal, that I clear it of stones like your clearing the rice paddy field of stones. See— you stooped and planted and the grain of rice multiplied.