I wanted to fill
the space between us
quietly, with just a few words,
like the lily
a little more
than the day before
like the earth
turning her cheek
to the sun
the day after
the big snowfall.
Snow, once light
as down feathers,
compacts and crystallizes.
In the tree, snow
shimmies down branches
to nestle against a trunk
or curl in a nest.
No longer pristine,
its day of reckoning
with shovel and plow.
The winter storm watch
may be over
but deep down
in the gently aroused earth,
the roots, and the embryo,
is only the beginning.
“Start by doing what’s necessary; then do what’s possible; and suddenly you are doing the impossible.” – Francis of Assisi
Start by doing what is necessary.
The open door, the broom on the hearth.
The windows open to the breeze.
The curtains flutter.
Outside, plant a seed and water it.
Sweep, cook, and water.
Then do what’s possible.
Gaze at the sunset.
Trace patterns in the dirt with a broom.
Behold the light.
Then, between the possible and the impossible,
like Mary, utter the cry: “How can this be?”
For light strikes the soul like a meteor burning in the atmosphere,
and suddenly the improbable takes on flesh.
The dark palette, the potato
with two hands clasped around it,
the blade held like a palette knife:
a potato peeler, whose
oblong hands grasp,
whose downward gaze beholds.
The brush skirted the canvas
in blue and gray. Only a shadow
on the wall hints at russet.
Still the rough hands
suspended in motion
draw the eyes.
The knife, the axis
of this canvas.
As if her hands too
emerged from the dark soil,
the light reflecting off her knuckles,
like eyes rooting for light.
The angels, suspended in the sky, float on wings shaped like bats’ wings.
Creatures of the dark, perhaps, or bearers of light or song, where dark seeps in.
There should be light and stars,
and wide-opened eyes
on upturned faces. Even the angels’ eyes squint,
as if the light of flash obscures their vision.
Think of the long fingerbones, stretched skin taut
like the membrane of an umbrella,
and the wing, all sinew and bone, creating lift.
With each wing beat, a breath.
And yet the velvet pastel robes, in A Choir of Angels,
curl like mermaid fins, or like the feet of bats
which can neither stand nor bear weight.
Creatures of the dark, creatures of the deep,
dark of cave and ocean trough.
Choirs of bats sing
and let their voices ring and echo.
Think of the bats entering their grotto
to hang suspended from a rafter
to feed their young milk.
As if the angels are saying:
this world, and everything you know about it,
will be turned upside down.
How eternity hangs
suspended in a mother’s arms;
swaddled in a mother’s wing, the bat pup nurses.
Think how love can overturn the world,
like the bat mothers who give birth upside down—
So too in the face of darkness, we roost and feed.
The pure note
of the triangle
on bent steel,
while the moon,
with no light
of her own,
Like flint on rock
And like the moon
and her reflection
or bent arm of steel
and sonorous wave—
whether with you
or without you—I’m never
entirely yours, even
in your arms,
nor can I be
entirely my own
when we are apart.
You are the air that I breathe.
When I am winded, you fill me.
When I forget you, you shape my lungs
and mold yourself to fit its contours.
You are the air that I breathe.
Without you, I cease to be.
With you, I burn like a tongue
of flame or wick on fire.
When I exhale, your breath races
beneath my fingers and courses through my flute.
You are the air that I breathe,
and together, we are a song.
Autumn leaves change color punctually:
Although rooted to the earth,
still the tree, like a compass, is tethered
to the sun.
from the tree
the yellow wick—
did you catch it?—